While responding to an e-mail asking what weekends I am free for a holiday get-together, I realized how truly lame my life is right now. I pretty much listed every weekend night in December as potential for me. Then, in an attempt to save my dignity, I added on “I am in the process of making some plans, so the sooner we figure it out, the better” HA! It’s really true though. I am trying to get some dates straightened out. Like what day my mom and I are going to get together to make Christmas cards. Yeah. OK. So, I have no job, which means I have no work party. And I guess I just don’t know too many people throwing holiday parties or anything this year. Or I’m just not invited to them. I feel like people are constantly talking about how busy this time of year is that they purposely make plans for before or after the holidays. Maybe? Or maybe it’s just me.
I know stuff will come up because it always does. But right now it feels strange to see my gCal so empty for the month of December. I don’t do well when my calendar is so empty.I like to at least have the illusion that I’m busy, busy. It keeps me motivated. And once I’m done with school, what am I going to do with myself. I need a job, like woah.
Too tired to continue. More later.